Lisbon, Sintra, Faro and Porto… Oh, the Places You’ll Portu-go…

I am fast approaching my two year anniversary with London, which, for most Australians marks the end of their time here, due to visa restrictions. Luckily citizenship by descent has meant I am able to plod along these London streets for as long as I please. I am also fast approaching my first twenty countries visited.

Now, most travellers I’ve come across have the goal of “30 by 30”, but considering my first steps not on Australian soil occurred when I was 21, I’m feeling pretty happy with my travels so far.

My most recent solo adventuring occurred in Portugal – a place I’ve wanted to visit for so long, but had began to believe it just might not happen.

But it did.

I had the time off work and just booked it. This was another solo trip, I’m getting quite used to those, and honestly one of my favourites. The rich culture, friendly people and pastels de nata made for a fast and hard fall into love for me.

Travelling solo undoubtedly has its positives and negatives. Being able to live by your own schedule and do what you want is starkly contrasted by not being able to share what you experience with anyone in that moment… that and consistently having to bypass the awkwardness you feel and ask strangers to take your picture…

I found myself constantly looking down, the beautiful cobbled footpaths were a thing of beauty, and taking in the sheer beauty of this incredible place. From busy metropolises to fairytale palaces to deserted beaches… Portugal had me in a unending state of awe, pinching myself as it never ceased amazing me.

Back by no real demand at all…

I haven’t written on here since before I left for New York… four years and fourteen countries later – I’ve not written about any of them. ‘Travels by Bec’ minus the travels… I’m not saying I regret that, it’s just slightly funny. I hope now that I remember my login that changes now.

Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing…

I surely hope that this adventure was the right choice.

Tonight will be my last night in Australia for at least the next twelve months and I am unsure as to how I feel about this. I am excited. I am anxious. I am downright terrified.

They say that if you’re scared then it means you’re making the right decision. If that’s the truth then this is the most correct decision I have made in my life.

In exactly thirty-eight sleeps I will be on a plane off to experience the Big Apple, and with that an entirely new life. Excitement is one word to describe what I’m feeling, terror is another.

I am so thoroughly keen to just let go, of this town, of my mistakes and of the person I’ve been that I’m not too proud of.

I know that new places don’t make all that much difference, because you still take yourself with you. However, it will be a very liberated version of myself that I carry with me. I refuse to bring all of my regrets and ‘what ifs’ along for the ride – they do not get to take up space on what will, undoubtedly, be the best time of my life.

I gave myself somewhat of a fresh start three years ago, and my oh my did I ever grow from that experience. This time it is a completely clean slate, a foray into the complete unknown.

I can’t wait to experience everything, to see it all, to just feel everything that this new opportunity has to offer.

Life is going to be good. I mean, it’s a New York winter so it’s going to be freaking freezing, but amazing nonetheless.